Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Fight With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense pain sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often begin with severe pain behind a single eye that lasts for several hours.
About one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to many causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest unusual treatments for what modern observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by global medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the condition explain this.
In 1998, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased.
Official guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of some individuals.
But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the bout determines the treatment.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are handled with abortive therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a